Thoughts directed to youth, children, parents, leaders and missionary aged YSA battling against pervasive sex film/ pictures and literature.
People who make sexual material benefit from your sex drive.
A sex drive is healthy and normal. People profiting off of the teenage and below age of majority sex drive, or the curiosity of children is not. Producers of adult content are paying professional performers, or writers, to appeal to your wonderful natural sexual instincts or curiosity to get clicks or money from you.
The producers of the material that you consume were likely able to get to you before you had reached the age where you were able to make adult choices about sex. Almost 100% of youth do not make it through highschool without having seen adult sexual material.
Years ago, sexual material had to be purchased. It was only able to be purchased by adults. Adults then had a responsibility to keep magazines, VHS or cable subscriptions away from their children. Some did this better than others. But at least society would safeguard children at the 7-Eleven, or video rental store. The adult titles were in a separate room curtained off.
Now with the freedom provided to producers of sex films, performer/producers can reach any age person with just a simple google search.
When they reach a child, society may call it "unfortunate" or "bound to happen"
What we should be calling it is "indecent exposure" or "sexual exploitation of a minor"
The producer of the content is taking no safeguard to protect children. There is zero incentive for them to keep the material out of the hands of kids. In fact they have every incentive to keep you desiring to click for more sexual material.
So...
For you, this means that the material that you are viewing or are tempted to view should not be available to you. It should only be available to adults. Not when you are a child/teen.
No child should ever be exposed to adult entertainment. We do not allow children into strip clubs, or adult movie theatres, Society however allows them to have unlimited access to sexual material on the internet. With no punishment to the person who creates the material or to those who distribute it through ISP's, website domains, and payment gateway's.
You are still below the age of majority in some jurisdictions, and legally would not be able to purchase the material that you are accessing for free, or buying.
Essentially, you were taken advantage of sexually as a minor for your clicks. You were exploited by some people who had no care for your natural hormones and natural sex drive. You were mentally sexually abused.
Sex films aren't for kids.
If you are clicking to or turning to these materials, you have been exploited by the sex film industry. This can start from a young age.
Rather than seek treatment for addiction or sinful behavior, your treatment should be closer to that of someone who was abused. You deserve empathy, love and compassion. God loves you and wants you to be whole. You should be given a huge hug and a lot of love and support.
Go and get help. Stop white knuckling this on your own. You are battling this fight incorrectly. If there is an adult or peer you trust, talk to them, work up the courage to talk to a parent, and your bishop. Discuss this approach with your bishop, take your parent or the trusted peer or other adult with you.
You may be fighting yourself when you should have an enemy to fight.
Your enemy is the people profiting off of you. They have played the trick of internet freedom and freedom of expression in order to reach minors. Battle back by not giving them your money and clicks. Don't support their business.
You are not an addict. You are a victim.
